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I have finished proving my point actually.
Sexual orientation is not a choice. Sorry but repressing feels is not changing what you actually feel. Funny thing about that, cause I remember my parents correcting my behaviour and not accepting the legitimacy of my feelings (selfishness, revenge, rage, greed, etc etc). I recall punishments and education. I recall learning and I recall absorbing new lessons and knowledge throughout my life which have changed both my feelings, attitudes and behaviours. I have seen how my feelings have informed my actions which have adversely affected others and I have changed how I feel about things.
I am attracted consenting women, I don't repress anything and I cant say I would be happy if I had to.
You on the other hand, lead me to believe your not in the same boat.